this is how we roll! #2

Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high,
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby.
Somewhere over the  rainbow
Skies are blue,
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true.

Someday I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far
Behind me.
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me.

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Adele - Turning Tables

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I told the world, one day I would pay it back.
Say it on tape and lay it, record it, so that one day I could play it back.
But I don't even know if I believe it when I'm saying that.
Doubt startin' to creep in, everyday it's just so grey and black.
Hope, I just need a ray of that
'Cause no one sees my vision
When I play it for 'em, they just say it's whack.
But they don't know what dope is.
And I don't know if I was awake or asleep when I wrote this.
All I know is you came to me when I was at my lowest.
You picked me up, breathed new life in me. I owe my life to you.
But for the life of me, I don't see why you don't see like I do.
But it just dawned on me; you lost a son. Demon's fightin' you, it's dark.
Let me turn on the lights and brighten me and enlighten you.
I don't think you realize what you mean to me, not the slightest clue.
'Cause me and you, were like a crew. I was like your sidekick.
You gon' either wanna fight when I get off this f-cking mic,
Or you gon' hug me. But I'm out of options, there's nothing else I can do cause...

[Chorus]
I'm about to lose my mind
You've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
I need a doctor
Call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life

[Eminem]
It hurts when I see you struggle.
You come to me with ideas.
You say they're just pieces, so I'm puzzled.
'Cause the sh-t I hear is crazy,
But you're either getting lazy, or you don't believe in you no more.
Seems like your own opinions, not one you can form.
Can't make a decision, you keep questioning yourself,
Second guessing, and it's almost like your begging for my help.
Like, I'm YOUR leader.
You're supposed to f-cking be MY mentor.
I can endure no more!
I demand you remember who you are!
It was YOU, who believed in me,
When everyone was telling you, don't sign me.
Everyone at the f-cking label, lets tell the truth.

You risked your career for me, I know it as well as you.
Nobody wanted to f-ck with the white boy...
Dre, I'm crying in this booth.
You saved my life, now maybe it's my time to save yours.
But I can never repay you, what you did for me is way more.
But I ain't giving up faith, and you ain't giving up on me.
Get up Dre! I'm dying, I need you, come back for f-ck's sake cause

[Chorus]
I'm about to lose my mind
You've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
I need a doctor
Call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life
Bring me back to life

hari ini 28

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25.
dimana mahu habiskan masa? dirumah menghadap tv sambil makan ice cream sendiri?atau ikut adik berhibur di funfair shah alam? kedua dua bliss. kedua dua tempting. tapi kedua dua pun %^&*. paksa rela pergi. itu pun sebab maam besar suruh. atas dasar t/jwb jaga adik. tapi maam besar tak tahu apa anak dia rasa. atau alasan kenapa anak dia tak nak. sebab maam besar tak tanye. yang maam besar nampak anak dia banyak diam bila kat sana. adik punye pasal kakak tak kesah.


26.
Christmas eve setahun sekali. lepak dengan bestie setahun sekali. alang alang shopping cardigan sama. masing masing lempar cerita dan idea setahun punye cerita. berjela jela. tapi satu je tak berubah, title indie women. btw thanks post lagu Piece - Sum 41 . Lagu sentimental. janji kita jumpa lagi tahun depan.




27.
ke tempat yang sama. tak sangka. hati dah tak rasa apa apa. bila dah macam macam berlaku, kau dah macam hilang sence, hilang perasaan. nothing. buat je apa yang patut. janji beres. fisiotherapi ni memenatkan. melaparkan. menggigil kaki. hah! tunggu MRI scan pulak next month.


kali ini tiada gambar dalam Agenda.fullstop.

these streets

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bila selesai jawap exam yang berderet deret harinya, aku pun sendiri pun dah lama tak spend time untuk diri aku sendiri. I mean I need ME TIME. asyik buka buku, pergi mandi, cari makanan, tidur. itu je rutin kat sini. dah lama tak meronda. tapi malam tu idea spontan keluar lagi. as known to my father as kerja gila.

kami keluar meronda jauh.tapi tak jauh mana. setakat melepaskan perasaan letih dan geram jawap exam tadi grrr. sewa kereta, ambik angin.untuk satu malam. (separuh hari). 

macam tak berbaloikan? tapi bagi aku itu berbaloi baloi sebab 

i need to go out for fresh air to clear up my mind.

we were just out of town about 9pm. had a long night ride. 

not forget to mention, me and my roomie, Lala. 

She was with me that night. we were talking and laughing all night long. 

from arau to alor setar, had KFC for dinner. 

lepaking at dataran-ape-entah. watching people.

had some talk with strangers next to our car.

along these streets remind me of everybody that i met in utara. 

from arau to tambun tulang, simpang empat, alor setar, kuala perlis, and back to arau.

i still can remember all memories. its like flash cards. 

yup, i still do remember. from part 1 till today. 

every single street that i have taken. but past is past. 

all those memories kept like a giant album in my mind. 

untuk ulang balik perbuatan yang sama belum tentu ada peluang.

while mid night we went kuala perlis for lok chin. 

feel the ocean breeze. 

sekarang kedai payung yang jual jual tepi jalan macam dah maju. 

banyak choice, dengan lampu giler terang. siap ada meja makan. dulu makan tepi divider je kot. kalu tak pun atas batu. 

we saw sorg mamat dengan attitude slumber gile vavi tangkap ular kat celah celah batu sambil makan jagung bakar. cool giler mamat tu.

and then sambung meronda semata mata nak habiskan minyak kereta. 

after that baru balik rumah dengan selamat.

lega + puas hati.

these streets

I patiently waited for something to replace my dark
I got out of my bed cos I couldn't sleep I took my car
Its beautiful moonlit road tonight
I've got no one here by my side
I used to walk under these lights with you
(Chorus)
And even if you left a long time a go I miss you so
And even if you left a long time a go I miss you so
And it’s hard to tell
If you ever come again
And it’s hard to tell
If you felt this for someone else
And it’s hard to tell
If you want to remember this
And it’s hard to tell…
I’ve always known
I was never your muse
Never looked at me the way I look at you
And you always that you love me more
But you never show it to me before
I’ll always know I was never your muse
(Repeat Chorus)
And it’s hard cos you don’t come around anymore
I hope you find whatever is
You’re looking for
I hope you miss the streets like I do
Cos this is what love of me and you

Sara Bareilles' "King of Anything" -- Official Video

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Keep drinking coffee, stare me down across the table
While I look outside
So many things I’d say if only I were able
But I just keep quiet and count the cars that pass by

You’ve got opinions, man
We’re all entitled to ‘em, but I never asked
So let me thank you for your time, and try not to waste anymore of mine
And get out of here fast

I hate to break it to you babe, but I’m not drowning
There’s no one here to save

Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?

You sound so innocent, all full of good intent
Swear you know best
But you expect me to jump up on board with you
And ride off into your delusional sunset

I’m not the one who’s lost with no direction
But you’ll never see
You’re so busy making maps with my name on them in all caps
You got the talking down, just not the listening

And who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?

All my life I’ve tried to make everybody happy
While I just hurt and hide
Waiting for someone to tell me it’s my turn to decide

Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?

Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?

Let me hold your crown, babe

selamat hari raya classmate baru!

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 selamat  hari raya classmate baru!

tahun ni memang different dari tahun lepas.

semester ni aku join dengan group baru

al maklum la dah tersangkut satu semester

but its OK. dapat gak aku kenal dengan classmate baru

they are such a nice person and im glad to be a part of them

thanks to atiqa and family

sebab ajak kami pi open house hang kat kangaq

gagah lah jugak aku bawak motor aku sendiri

akhirnye.. hahaha

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"Try"

All I know
Is everything is not as it's sold
but the more I grow the less I know
And I have lived so many lives
Though I'm not old
And the more I see, the less I grow
The fewer the seeds the more I sow

Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try

I wish I hadn't seen all of the realness
And all the real people are really not real at all
The more I learn, the more I learn
The more I cry, the more I cry
As I say goodbye to the way of life
I thought I had designed for me

Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
I'm all I'll ever be
But all I can do is try
Try

All of the moments that already passed
We'll try to go back and make them last
All of the things we want each other to be
We never will be
And that's wonderful, and that's life
And that's you, baby
This is me, baby
And we are, we are, we are, we are
Free
In our love
We are free in our love

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Yakinkah ku berdiri
Di hampa tanpa tepi
Bolehkah aku
MendengarMu

Teringat ku teringat
Pada janjiMu ku terikat
Hanya sekejap ku berdiri
Kulakukan sepenuh hati
Peduli ku peduli
Siang dan malam yang berganti
Sedihku ini tak ada arti
Jika Kaulah sandaran hati

ZATI: rasa ini macam pulang dengan kekalahan.semuanya berubah.

JIE: tak, T tak pulang dengan kekalahan. cuma tangan kosong.

tak menang , tak kalah .

zaTi: senyum

BA BA BLACK SHEEP

If I had to...I would put myself right beside you...So let me ask...Would you like that?...Would you like that?...And I don't mind...If you say this love is the last time...So now I'll ask...Do you like that?...Do you like that?...No...Something's getting in the way...Something's just about to break...I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane...So tell me how it should be...Try to find out what makes you tick...As I lie down...Sore and sick...Do you like that?...Do you like that?...There's a fine line between love and hate...And I don't mind...Just let me say that...I like that...I like that...Something's getting in the way...Something's just about to break...I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane...As I burn another page...As I look the other way...I still try to find my place in...the diary of Jane...So tell me how it should be... Desperate, I will crawl...Waiting for so long...No love, there is no love...Die for anyone...What have I become...Something's getting in the way...Something's just about to break...I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane...As I burn another page...As I look the other way...I still try to find my place...In the diary of Jane

cant sleep cant sleep cant sleep well

 

IRIS- GOO GOO DOLLS

Iris by Goo Goo Dolls


And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am