these streets

.nicenotynel.

bila selesai jawap exam yang berderet deret harinya, aku pun sendiri pun dah lama tak spend time untuk diri aku sendiri. I mean I need ME TIME. asyik buka buku, pergi mandi, cari makanan, tidur. itu je rutin kat sini. dah lama tak meronda. tapi malam tu idea spontan keluar lagi. as known to my father as kerja gila.

kami keluar meronda jauh.tapi tak jauh mana. setakat melepaskan perasaan letih dan geram jawap exam tadi grrr. sewa kereta, ambik angin.untuk satu malam. (separuh hari). 

macam tak berbaloikan? tapi bagi aku itu berbaloi baloi sebab 

i need to go out for fresh air to clear up my mind.

we were just out of town about 9pm. had a long night ride. 

not forget to mention, me and my roomie, Lala. 

She was with me that night. we were talking and laughing all night long. 

from arau to alor setar, had KFC for dinner. 

lepaking at dataran-ape-entah. watching people.

had some talk with strangers next to our car.

along these streets remind me of everybody that i met in utara. 

from arau to tambun tulang, simpang empat, alor setar, kuala perlis, and back to arau.

i still can remember all memories. its like flash cards. 

yup, i still do remember. from part 1 till today. 

every single street that i have taken. but past is past. 

all those memories kept like a giant album in my mind. 

untuk ulang balik perbuatan yang sama belum tentu ada peluang.

while mid night we went kuala perlis for lok chin. 

feel the ocean breeze. 

sekarang kedai payung yang jual jual tepi jalan macam dah maju. 

banyak choice, dengan lampu giler terang. siap ada meja makan. dulu makan tepi divider je kot. kalu tak pun atas batu. 

we saw sorg mamat dengan attitude slumber gile vavi tangkap ular kat celah celah batu sambil makan jagung bakar. cool giler mamat tu.

and then sambung meronda semata mata nak habiskan minyak kereta. 

after that baru balik rumah dengan selamat.

lega + puas hati.

these streets

I patiently waited for something to replace my dark
I got out of my bed cos I couldn't sleep I took my car
Its beautiful moonlit road tonight
I've got no one here by my side
I used to walk under these lights with you
(Chorus)
And even if you left a long time a go I miss you so
And even if you left a long time a go I miss you so
And it’s hard to tell
If you ever come again
And it’s hard to tell
If you felt this for someone else
And it’s hard to tell
If you want to remember this
And it’s hard to tell…
I’ve always known
I was never your muse
Never looked at me the way I look at you
And you always that you love me more
But you never show it to me before
I’ll always know I was never your muse
(Repeat Chorus)
And it’s hard cos you don’t come around anymore
I hope you find whatever is
You’re looking for
I hope you miss the streets like I do
Cos this is what love of me and you