minggu lepas, genap sebulan aku selesai internship. menghabiskan sisa sisa semester di utara dengan project paper tesis buat aku rasa sesak kepala sekejap. alhamdulillah semua selesai. aku harap aku datang utara untuk konvo saja. cukup. fullstop.
januari, aku balik ke hometown semula. iya, mula rasa seronok. seronok cari kerja. seronok mulakan hari dengan rutin baru. seronok tunggu kabar berita. seronok dekat dengan keluarga. sejak sekolah, bukan selalu bersama, makin belajar, makin jauh tempat belajar. mana tahu sambung belajar, jauh lagi melangkah :)
seperti yang diharapkan, mulakan kerjaya secepat mugkin. but i screwed up here and there. i know what was my mistake. im not 100% prepared. i tried but because of emotional distraction, i missed the chance. pretty upset. be patience, izzati.
somehow i tried to find part time job while im waiting for the offer even my mom wont allowed me to do so. maybe thats the reason my i didnt get any part time job. susah jugak bila tak ada restu keluarga. tapi mak cakap tunggu bulan dua lah. yes, duduk rumah memang supervise by ma'am. shes the ma'am. even abah is the boss but kuasa veto kat mak.
otherwise, i am the runner in the family. if mak need someone to accompany her to buy groceries, to pay bills, i am her handbag. if she forgot to lock her car, i was the one who remind her. if she misplaced her handphone, i was the one who miscall her number. if she went to tesco, i was the one who push trolley for her. see, i told you so im her handbag.
since last week, crazy stuff was happening. too bad i did not take any picture using my phone and i totally forgot to bluetooth pictures taken from my friends phone. if not i would be glad to upload here, in blog. next time, perhaps.
.nicenotynel.
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